ChillPanic - Chrysalis (Til I Die or Get Rich) Lyrics

This chrysalis is running out of air
And I fear I will die here
Clueless to new beginnings
Ignorant of who I could be
Stupidly chasing new things
Hoping one of them will move me closer
To somewhere I can call my home
I've ate shit and broke my bones
Turned every corner and every stone
But something's missing I just know it
These chains are unbreakable
But I made them myself
So why can't I break out
This chrysalis
Is nothing but a myth
If it's true why am I too
Far from a new beginning
Stuck in place and running quickly
Stupidly chasing something
I know probably doesn't even exist
F*ck this shit I'm done with peace
I never got anything from it but more disease
I'll kill us both right now if it sets me free
From the lies inside you torture me
These chains are unbreakable
But I made them myself
So why can't I break out
Why can't I change
Why can't I do what's best for me
Will I live here forever
I'm buried in the pressure of trying to be better
Oh f*ck it
If I can't leave then I'd rather just admit it
Then live inside an endless loop of hate and unforgiveness
If I can't escape alive then tell them that I meant it
When I said I'd never quit until I die or f*cking get rich