CHiTO - MY PRETTY PAINFUL EGO DEATH Lyrics

Cant you tell, I've been on my own
Tryna find a home
Lost my mind, way too many times
It just comes and goes
It's been gone for the longest now
Don't know who I am
I've been trying to avoid rain
Never go outside
I've been nauseous, been living cautious
The tortured artist
Reflecting
Upon decisions, twisted addiction
I'm nervous, ego hurting
I ain't that perfect
The shadows, all the unlearning
I had to heal dawg
Flowing, getting older
The world around me getting colder
Lift all the guilt upon the shoulder
I'm changing, I'm making changes
I had to fix it,
Indifferent, I never listen
I'm on a mission
Expression is what is missing
I need fulfillment
I'm dreaming of constant visions
I see new ceilings
Progressions of my own growth
I plant a seed
A new line to all this healing
Wooahh Ooooh Ohhhhh
Oooooooooooooooh ahhhhhhh
From the motherland to the hills
How we made it out from the field
Ain't no option of quitting, mama, we gon sit on these mils
You gave it all for this new life I'm riding through the night
Riding through this life
Riding till I die
Why you act surprised
The moons lit till it's five
I'm a See the stars align
Seee the stars align
Anything is possible just have to read the signs
Anything is possible just have to read the signs