Chncer - Put the Sun in My Hand Lyrics

I wonder what gave it away?
Could it be me? My mistake I'm making?
Way too bothered by the risk that I'm not taking
Well be that as It may
Don't have the guts to say
It takes the thrill away
Blood in my veins but there's blood on the carpet
Sometimes I wonder why I shouldn't start this
'Cause I've got this noise in my head and it sounds like
'Cause I know everything fades but we've already started to flicker
How can we remain if this atmosphere gets any thicker
So c'mon tell me
I'm not asking again
Too many answers and none of them true
Tell me again how it's me and not you
Both of your feet are still stuck to the floor
Are you sure there's not something more?
I'm aware man my heads a bit twisted
Let me just underline the things that I've listed
Let it all come around and just stop
Why don't we just start this again?
Surely you must feel the same as I do
Take the feeling out, put that behind you
I just don't understand when you say you're done
'Cause boy if you're not scared
What are you running from?
I was in the corner by myself I didn't know you expected of me
'Cause lately I've been wearing my frustration oh but that looks amazing on me (ooo)
I know blessings come in disguises
But imma need some help to find it mine are just so good at hiding
Another story same old same old
I could write a million songs with the lies I've told
But don't you help me
I don't think that I need you to tell me
My whole life
One shot in the dark
Put the sun in my hand or bury me with a question mark
Too many answers and none of them true
Tell me again how it's me and not you
Both of your feet are still stuck to the floor
Are you sure there's not something more?
I'm aware man my heads a bit twisted
Let me just underline the things that I've listed
Let it all come around and just stop
(What happens to the man who knows he can't but feels he can?)