Choppie - Won't Change Lyrics

I swear that I've been here before
Remember them days I would numb all my thoughts
Remember them days I would struggle with loss
Remember them days I was f*cked up a lot
Oh, now I
Try to cope but I can't think straight
Why the hell he nodding off? Well he done mixed things
Yeah yeah
Yeah, got something that I'm sipping in my drink yeah
Think I'm feeling little faded I can't think yeah
Mix some purple with the sprite no I can't change yeah
I won't change yeah
I'm outta my mind
I swear that I'm fine
Don't worry I'm fine
Just show me the line
I'm feeling alive
I'm feeling alright
I'm outta my mind
I know I'm not fine
I swear I'm not fine
I'm crossing the line
I'm f*cked up a lot
I'm wasting my life, I'm wasting my time
Huh
So I'm back to all that shit that I done stopped
Yeah I hate the way I'm living I'm just done
Take it back like that old civic I done loss
I'm just lost
I tried to find hope, but I failed myself
Hurt a couple friends, so I'll blame myself
Tried to find love, now I hate myself
Looked in the mirror, no I ain't myself
Really that's facts, really that's sad
Really I'm hurt, and a mess at best
Baby I'm drunk, and I wouldn't expect less
Baby I'm faded on a line no rest, yeah
I just need a break, just let me breath
I just need a shot, talking R I P
I just wanna sleep and chase my dreams
I've been f*cked up like all damn week
Really I'm pressed
Really I'm stressed
Really I feel like I got nothing left
I'm sorry I f*cked up I know what a mess
I know I'm a f*ck up at-least in my head, yeah
I swear that I've been here before
Remember them days I would numb all my thoughts
Remember them days I would struggle with loss
Remember them days I was f*cked up a lot
Oh, now I
Try to cope but I can't think straight
Why the hell he nodding off? Well he done mixed things
Yeah yeah
Yeah, got something that I'm sipping in my drink yeah
Think I'm feeling little faded I can't think yeah
Mix some purple with the sprite no I can't change yeah
I won't change yeah