Chosenn - til' forever Lyrics

I'm cleansing my soul and my spirit
(And I need you to understand that)
Calling out, now can you hear me
(I'm callin' out to you)
It's hard to find love, I'd rather just thumb through these ones, it make me feel better
I ain't call my mom in too long, gotta keep it strong, love you til' forever
When I had no one, you had kept me going,
You was in my corner, you was there for me
I would vent to you for some hours long, even if we on the phone, swear you gave me therapy
We would sit and watch our shows, spending time at home
Swear you get older, you realize family
Swear that pops had did you wrong, yeah I know
Know you feel fed up and you want gone
If I could fight that battle for you, then I swear I would
If I could take that pain away, then Momma I swear I would
I'm not saying Pops a bad man, but he misunderstood
I see the pain inside his eyes, I see what he been through
My bro would disagree, he don't even wanna see
Moving differently, broken branch on the family tree
Domestic complications, tensions feel inflated,
Yes, I know I'm Chosenn, but I don't think I can save them
The wounds is too deep, cause anxiety
You bury it down, cause you hoping to be free
How can I pick a side? It's not black and white
Is it wrong or right?
But that's why I go so hard
Yeah, I stay right on my job
Time tryna pull us apart, the distance is making it hard
To me it's not a game, I go through some real pain
I just put my life in these songs and it pays
I'm cleansing my soul and my spirit
(And I need you to understand that)
Calling out, now can you hear me
(I'm callin' out to you)
It's hard to find love, I'd rather just thumb through these ones, it make me feel better
I ain't call my mom in too long, gotta keep it strong, love you til' forever
This shit sound like a fall day, back home in upstate
New York where I used to stay
At times I swear I pray, my family be okay
Make it through the rain
Well it looks like I got more to say,
Yeah, I never know anyway,
Freestyle everything
Yeah, I been tryna make a change,
Find them better days..
This shit's in my veins
If I bleed out for this shit, it's okay
I never wanted no fame,
But if it comes with the money, okay
I mean the irony is that locally, no one is even close to me
They hiding out like gophers be
Dynasty shit, need my trophy please
Honestly, who you f*cking think made this beat too?
I don't, think it's nothing new,
I don't, give a f*ck what they do
Put em' in a blunt and I smoke em' too
Ain't no competition, all I see is you
What I say when I'm looking in the mirror every afternoon
Where did I get this chip on my shoulder?
Guess the game had turned me lil' colder
Got a lil' older, got a lil' wiser
I'm still not f*cking with no Pfizer
These lines is from God, I just be channeling
Chosenn just dropped, now they start panickin'
Ice froze, just like a mannequin,
Give me my respect, treating this shit like a quiz, need to hand it in
Just seen a hater turn right into fan again,
I'm Andre Johnson, you Cortland Finnegan,
Feel like Tom Brady, they don't want me to win again,
But I win again
Rock ice on the jet, feel like a Winnipeg
Put your money on me, you know I'm a winning bet
I'm in my bag and you know it's so evident
Every track I kill, they find the evidence
I'm cleansing my soul and my spirit
(And I need you to understand that)
Calling out, now can you hear me
(I'm callin' out to you)
It's hard to find love, I'd rather just thumb through these ones, it make me feel better
I ain't call my mom in too long, gotta keep it strong, love you til' forever
I'm cleansing my soul and my spirit
(And I need you to understand that)
Calling out, now can you hear me
(I'm callin' out to you)
It's hard to find love, I'd rather just thumb through these ones, it make me feel better
I ain't call my mom in too long, gotta keep it strong, love you til' forever