Well I came across a card
Three years ago
Merry Christmas and how's the snow?
And I love you both
It breaks my heart to know
This used to be our home
And now I've got this bed all to my own
Well I've been drinking myself half to death to get some rest
I drowned the better parts of me and I don't know what I've got left
The good news is I finally found a faster way to fly
I'm headed out to Calvary, in that field is where I'll lie
Well I sit in my car after work I cant bear to go back home
That cold and empty house just serves to remind me that I'm alone
No good has come from these wasted years Lord know that I've tried
When I see my face in the mirror, I know the good has died
Well I've been drinking myself half to death to get some rest
I drowned the better parts of me and I don't know what I've got left
The good news is I finally found a faster way to fly
I'm headed out to Calvary, in that field is where I'll lie
They say that I can't win, Its in my blood
That I might as well give in and give up
Well come on, let's prove 'em right, I'm too tired now to fight
Pass me the bottle, I'll turn out the lights
Well I've been drinking myself half to death to get some rest
I drowned the better parts of me and I don't know what I've got left
The good news is I finally found a faster way to fly
I'm headed out to Calvary, in that field is where I'll lie