Christian Catong - awful taste Lyrics

It's been months since we last spoke but you still seem to like the taste of my name
Even when I've made it so damn clear your presence drives me completely insane
And all my friends have been telling me that you hate what we've become
But don't you remember all the selfish things you've done
And it's funny cause
I don't know why I ever wanted you
Or why you looked so perfect in every single way
I don't know what I ever saw in you
Cause for months I begged you to stay
But looking back, it's clear I had some awful taste
It's hard to tell if you truly cared cause not once have you ever said it
There could have been a future but you were too blind to see the present
Cause I wasted every second trying to catch right up to you
But you were too caught up with your ego that's clearly bruised
And to tell the truth
I don't know why I ever wanted you
Or why you looked so perfect in every single way
I don't know what I ever saw in you
Cause for months I begged you to stay
But looking back, it's clear I had some awful taste
I used to think you were the best I had (best I had)
But now I think back and I can't help but laugh
And I get that we were friends but to this day you fail to see
I don't wanna make amends and honestly
I don't know why I ever wanted you (1, 2, 3, 4)
Or why you looked so perfect in every single way
I don't know what I ever saw in you
Cause for months I begged you to stay
But looking back, (yeah looking back, looking back)
Yeah looking back (yeah looking back, looking back)
I had some awful taste
(Cause for months I begged for you to stay)
Some awful taste
(Looking back I had some awful taste)
If I wanted you that way