The Christian Club - Fragments of Despair Lyrics

(Remaining insignificant to others)
(And helping myself to be truly invaluable)
(We are doomed)
(We are doomed)
(We are thrown here against our will)
You circumvent to hide
How do I dissolve in time
How do I dissolve my mind
And be more considerate
Your roots don't smile
(Connected and divided)
My environment is breaking
And my nerves are shaking
It's a panic attack It's a panic attack, again
(I wish I was a bird)
Nobody is my friend
(Connected and divided)
You circumvent to hide
How do I dissolve in time
How do I dissolve my mind
And be more considerate
Your roots don't smile
(Easier to bear)
So slow, well I just can't burn
I want you to know
(Killing myself would be the option)
That I just can't burn
(If I were no human)
Well everything's so slow
(How do I know?)
It's not your concern
(Too indifferent they would say)
I'm a grave full of evidence
No place, no residence
And I crave to be relevant
Can I be more intelligent
(Talking about the elephant)
And I hope that I blend
Do not need your consent
Well I just don't bend
Well I just don't bend
I've been telling you for days
(I had no choice)
I've been living in a maze
(Who is there to blame?)
Only get out to blaze
Only get out to blaze
(Well I'm insane)
You circumvent to hide
How do I dissolve in time
How do I dissolve my mind
And be more considerate
Your roots don't smile
(The flames surround me and I burn my skin)
(Hoping that once I will burn to ashes)
(Spread into the nothingness I fear so much)