ChromeGenesis - Die a Cowards Death Lyrics

I want an answer for why I can move my mouth
My words don't come out and they laugh at me they laugh at me
They call me names
I just wanna go outside to play
I'm so nervous, I'm so nervous
Why is my chest always hurting
My best friend was a black stuffed dog
My enemy was a barbie doll
I made my own society to keep reality in a cage I swallowed the key
There's no going back for me
I'm living in the trees
Humans look like a different species to me now

I go through phases of hearing voices
An angry chorus scolding me for my choices
They all got names
My best friends from the days
When I wouldn't leave my house cause the air outside wasn't safe

How can I feel your words through my chest
My blood runs when I smell your vicious breath oh
Why can I see you through walls supposed to be the great divide yeah
It's death or life
Do I want to survive oh

Why don't they like me what did I do wrong
I swear they hate me they laugh at me they laugh at me
I can feel their eyes as I walk by
I feel like a monster
Like a monster I should stay inside
I gotta keep my head up though
I'm strong even if I'm alone
Paranoid every night you know
Like someone's watching who's watching watching me watch their watching me I know

I go through phases of hearing voices
An angry chorus scolding me for my choices
They all got names
My best friends from the days
When I wouldn't leave my house cause the air outside wasn't safe

How can I feel your words through my chest
My blood runs when I smell your vicious breath oh
Why can I see you through walls supposed to be the great divide yeah
It's death or life
Do I want to survive oh

Boss battle hard to defeat
Know that you'll die a cowards death if you're weak
A freedom from anxiety is out of our reach
God bless me

How can I feel your words through my chest
My blood runs when I smell your vicious breath oh
Why can I see you through walls supposed to be the great divide yeah
It's death or life
Do I want to survive oh