Try to catch a high
But the highs don't get me high anymore
I shouldn't even try
I'm alive but what am I living for?
Have another episode no Netflix I spend way to much time stressing
Over little things that don't deserve an ounce of my attention
401k and a pension, no sense of direction
Blame myself I lack a purpose and my life is so pedestrian need the
Gloomy days and gloomy nights I feel it so it needs to stay
Stress that comes up in my life from situations I create
I f*cked up a million times I wish I could take back mistakes
Oh well, so what, so swell
I say f*ck it people love it it's all cavalier and public
Feel like rubbish and I cope with liquor and some chicken nuggets lately
I feel so insane, what's the purpose maybe
I have lost my way, now I'm nervous to say
What I want to say, guess I'm wiser but my
Ego's in the way, not a liar feel like
Everything is fake, getting older
What will make me feel okay? So I told her
Punish me I need to feel the pain, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
Don't care for sunny days, no no
I need nimbus cloud precipitation
Therapy some mitigation, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
Punish me I need to feel the pain, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
Don't care for sunny days, no no
I need nimbus cloud precipitation
Therapy some mitigation, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
Punish me I need to feel the pain, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
Don't care for sunny days, no no
I need nimbus cloud precipitation
Therapy some mitigation, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah
I like it when it rains, yeah