Chxnge - Alone Lyrics

I seen signs and I can't keep holding you back
Holding you back
I been hurting but I need to hold it back
Holding it back
I hope you know that I meant it right
I want you safe
I want you in my sight
I know it's wrong that I hold you tight
And never let you wander into the night
Just take it! And f*cking leave me be
I hate it! You don't wanna see me
When I get this way, I can get insane
Don't get caught in the rain
Holdup
Run and never ever look back to the trap
Caz I could reel you back in
That I know and I don't
Hope I won't caz I need you so close
But I need to let go
I don't really know how I'm ever gonna do this
Caz I'm more stuck to you than music
Always asking who this and who that
Every story without me hurts
Whether a guy or a girl it's always me first
And I see you knowing what I think
Guaranteed to leave if I don't quit
You been flipping a lot, leaving me dark
I could see it's been keeping you up
I could see it could affect your heart
Causing you to detest the spark
Even though, I just be tryna keep you
That's really what I mean to do
But I got bad methods
I hate a late message
Stressing I leave messes out of vengeance
Learned no lesson when I headed down this path with you aggressive
All these edges I am guessing are apart of me like senses
Damn, I can't be your man
Damn, let go of your hand
And then, you tear up by that thought
I get drunk out of love
Hope you know I don't want use to end my best friend
But this is who I am
It's only for the best
I seen signs and I can't keep holding you back
Holding you back
I been hurting but I need to hold it back
Holding it back