cieleux - My Counterpart Has Sewing Tools Lyrics

Things aren't perfect (no)
Yeah things aren't how I imagined them to be.
I'm stuck in my ways. ( stuck in my ways)
Stuck in that empty place
Head is up in space ( an empty space)
Looking back down.
Down, down always. (down, down, down)
The ground tryna find me. ( i can't find me)
Dejected and so small
I'll dig outside this grave one day ( or some day )
Ready to throw it
All
Can someone be my needle and string (needle and string)
Stitch up this heart
And let it beat normally
(Fix me)
Can you realize my fantasy
Give me a play to part
With things I can try for eventually (please)
An ending where I'm supposed to be (an ending)
Right wherever you want me. (want me)
[01:59.23]
There's all these people around (around)
And women floating in my head
The past and present ( past and present )
But it's just misery
That's the company i'm keepin' in my bed ( it allures me )
And I sleep too much ( by sleepin' in )
To avoid thinking I miss you ( i miss you )
And its not just one or two ( i miss you )
This is my normalcy
Clutching myself cause i'm insecure ( i'm without you )
This damnin' affliction has no reservoir ( what am i chasing for )
So how much more damage
Can be inflicted
On what's already torn
Can someone be my needle and string (needle and string)
Stitch up this heart
And let it beat normally
(Fix me)
Can you realize my fantasy
Give me a play to part
With things I can try for eventually (please)
An ending where I'm supposed to be (an ending)
Right wherever you want me. (want me)
Maybe (Tear these stitches out my chest)
Maybe (If you're out there)
Baby ( I hope you know )
You called ( I hope you know )