Cintentacion - Used to It Lyrics

I'm used to being alone
I'm used to being on my own
I'm used to being in the zone
Used to having no girls on my phone
Yea I'm used to it
To the point I kinda feel immune to it
Don't know how to express myself so I gotta use real music
Yeah I express myself with my tunes
And what I be saying be true
But it used to be all the cap about the hoes and the money
Then I had to realize it's bros over hunnies
Getting caught in the lie made me feel like an exposed lil dummy
But I'm finally coming up 'cause my past was really muddy
Yea we weren't the best at holding money
But with all this shit in my life got me feeling like I'm the chosen one
In FCM I'm the oldest one
So I feel like I gotta lead by example
Almost feels like a burden but it ain't nothing I can't handle
Just tell me what it is I can't do
I'm the light in the world like a candle
I be faking I'm happy 90 percent of the time to see life at the right angle
I'm used to being alone
I'm used to being on my own
I'm used to being in the zone
Used to having no girls on my phone
Yea I'm used to it
To the point I kinda feel immune to it
Don't know how to express myself so I gotta use real music
Yea I put on a smile to make people think my life is perfect
I just keep shit in because saying it make me nervous
Yea nobody actually knows that I be hurtin
Never in my feelings just in that birkin
Stopped chasing shawty when I saw how she curved him
Started to question if I was worth it
Then just to make myself feel better I say, of course I am, she knows I'm perfect
But I already know it ain't true
But I'm chasing something better, just glad it ain't you
Yea those few lines were to my last
Won't say her name because that's the past
Just saying it to give the supporters what they want and what they need
Funny because I'm not the type to spill the tea
But f*ck it just grab your cup
Lemme get the tea so I can pour it up