GHOSTS BY MY SIDE Video (MV)

I can't seem to grasp the meaning of this
Is this the new age apocalypse?
Getting out of bed is (repeat, repeat)
Maybe the algorithm's (glitched, glitched)
Feels like something's taking hold of my mind
Makes me numb but keeps me up at night
As I lie there awake it crawls in my thoughts
When I asked for help
You didn't hear my call
I asked you for help but you didn't hear my call
Tell me, tell me
Tell me that I am enough
Please help me understand the purpose of life
Before I come and f*ck it f*ck it up one more time
I want to hear it will all be alright
I don't care about their truth I'd rather hear your lies
So won't you stay and spend here the night
I need someone but the ghosts by my side
Once they get close I can not escape
I can not escape from my predetermined fate
"What is going on?" my closed ones ask
"Why are you so lost and out of touch?"
The answer?
Always the same
I don't know what shit is in my brain
And when I seek what is going on in there
I can't seem to make sense of the ghosts in my head
As I lie there awake they crawl in my thoughts
When I asked for help
You didn't hear my
Please help me understand the purpose of life
Before I come and f*ck it f*ck it up one more time
I want to hear it will all be alright
I don't care about their truth I'd rather hear your lies
So won't you stay and spend here the night
I need someone but the ghosts by my side
Once they get close I can not escape
I can not escape from my predetermined fate
I asked you for help
You didn't hear my
I killed the ghost and buried it in my soul
I am enough, we are enough
(Are We?)
Please help me understand the purpose of life
Before I come and f*ck it f*ck it up one more time
I want to hear it will all be alright
I can hear their truth but won't forget your lies
So won't you stay and spend here the night
I need someone but the ghosts by my side
They seem to get close but I will escape
I am no longer chained to a predetermined fate