CITRVS - Figure It Out Lyrics

I just gotta figure it out for my own mind state
I'm lost in life and that's where I'm at, I don't know my fate
I hope that I can understand what's meant for me
I just need to figure it out

My mind is right, my mind is wrong
My mind is everywhere but at its peace
You tell me no, and then you tell me yes
I have no f*cking clue just where to go
My inner peace, it's been killing me
All I want for me is to be free
I need some help, just for myself
And only from you only you

I just gotta figure it out, cause I can't take it
Feeling like I'm starting to drown, life is so crazy
Trying to reach before time runs out, need to escape cause
I just gotta figure it out

The inconsistency of life is killing me
How do I progress in a world where I'm just not enough
Stuck in between being me or somebody else
I fight for myself, for my freedom or else I
Lose my soul, I lose control, I risk it all, I start to fall
I take the pain and store it away and hope some day it won't take over me
Instead, I take a hit and get lifted
And just listen to this feel good music taking over I'll get through it cause

I just gotta figure it out
I, I just gotta figure it out
I just gotta figure it out
I, I just gotta figure it out

I'm like a map that's all messed up
And GPS is not enough
I need to find my way now
I really gotta figure it out for my own sake
And I'm the one to blame for my outcomes
You reap what you sow and that's the lesson
You know you learn as you grow
But still I gotta, still I gotta, still I gotta know

I just gotta figure it out
Cause I'm feeling like I'm starting to drown
Life is such a crazy complicated game how can I rise up and win it
When there's so much hate to begin with
Oh, so I just gotta figure it out
Find my peace of mind and take my life one day at a time
Stay right and grind
Feed the passions that keep me alive inside