CJ - Drowning Lyrics

I'm alone right now
Somebody help me out
Coming at me like this it'll be a knockout
Got me so amped up that you know
I'm gonna shout
Yeah these rhymes ima spout
Got me feeling out and about

Back at it again. been Doing this for a year
Rapping hard tryna kill my fear
That sirens i hear
Cause i murder this beat
Cut it up like meat
Leave it looking so neat
Listen to me im sharing my life
Sometimes your words they cut like a knife
Try come at me you'll see the afterlife
Try come at me it's left right good night
Takes time but you'll get on the bandwagon
Rapping fire got me feeling like a dragon
I'm a monster call me the kraken
Cut that beef let's get it crackling lets get it crackling bouta get to tackling
What's that i hear
Just the voices oh dear
They be sounding so near
Demons right in my ear
Calling up on the phone
Got me feeling alone while im sitting at home
Rappers acting like clones Outside ima roam feeling numb in my bones music coming in headphones better put down yall iphones
Maybe nothing is better
Tired of feeling depressed
AlThough I know that i'm blessed
Tryna climb to the crest While I'm on my quest
Tryna find help
Try a Get a better mental health
Im from the underground
So i got stealth

I'm in my brain and im outa my head
Drowning in water wishing i was dead
Have a bad dream i get outta my bed
Losing myself that's the thing that I dread
Wondering if im gon ever get out of this state that im in
And i'm Feeling like there is no way i can win but i hope that i can but im gonna dive in cause i feel it within

Deep breath here i go again
Making music all about my feelings
Spaced out looking at the ceiling
Making it so raw leave you all reeling
Like you fishing for love
Sent from above
I'm nothing special im proud of myself
Making it far yeah my heads in the clouds
You step to me well you better watch out
Working hard I Don't care about wealth
Putting work in yeah it's under my belt
Take off again better get your seatbelt
Im grinding hard tryna work on my health
Fixing my mental yall see the potential
Stop being judgemental this feels providential
Don't get sentimental this aint accidental

I'm in my brain and im outa my head
Drowning in water wishing i was dead
Have a bad dream i get outta my bed
Losing myself that's the thing that I dread
Wondering if im gon ever get out of this state that im in
And i'm Feeling like there is no way i can win but i hope that i can but im gonna dive in cause i feel it within

STOP
You better Listen to me
Stuck in my head but im gonna break free
Dealing with stuff yeah it's tryna kill me
Tryna become all the best i can be
I'm getting better i think you'll agree
Till i show up and shoot you in the feet
That's what will happen if you step to me
I'm going hard better buy my cd
Rip it off youtube you paying the fee
But i got the key
Into the game i don't care if they remember me
Guess they be losing their memory
Tell me you forgot about me
Haha lucky you
Wish I could forget everything that I been through