Cj - God I'm Healing. (feat. Que!) Lyrics

Uh yea, God I'm Healing.
Getting real tired of fighting demons
All these cards I'm dealing
Gone need some help, gone call my heathens
Yea I don't give a f*ck, Yea I don't give a f*ck
Cause lately I've been on the run
Turned 18, tryna move spacey
Not gone stop till this shit has begun
Uhh, uhh damn
There's a whole in my heart
In the night see clearly, Day time eyry
I just been tryna depart
God please close up all my scars
I've been tryna play my part
I'm just shooting for the stars so don't leave me in the dark
Mmm, please don't leave me in the dark
Yea, please don't leave me in the dark
Leave me in the dark, yea leave me in the dark
Yea, please don't leave me in the dark
This is where we started from, On and on where hope is love
I need new beginnings cause this hopeless shit gone f*ck you up
Getting used to feeling but the difference going on and on
Always on my mind I've been dealing with phenomenon's
God knows that I never listen
Always making bad decisions
And I'm always high I'm too busy chasing feelings
Every night, Now I know why you don't hear me, you can't listen
Now I'm with the shit forever
Ease up on my mind or prefer the weather
F*ck that shit I should known better
F*ck that shit you never heard
F*ck that shit I could do better
I just sit back and observe every word
All the times I've been healing
Yea, feels good for the minute
Yea, lately been on a come down but it's f*cking up my spirt
Your choice, my words just to hear it
Don't know where you go?, Don't fear it
Smoking the shit just to clear it
God popped out and said I'm near it
Yea, all the shit that I've been feelings
Yea, I'm too high, on a come down, it's f*cking up my sprit
Yea, but it only hurt for a minute
I can hear it coming back from the distance
Keep it cool, sit back, just listen
Cause it's only gonna hurt for a minute yea
Uhh, uhh damn
There's a whole in my heart
In the night see clearly, Day time eyry
I just been tryna depart
God please close up all my scars
I've been tryna play my part
I'm just shooting for the stars so don't leave me in the dark
Yeah, please don't leave me in the dark
Please don't leave me in the dark
Please don't leave me in the dark
Please don't leave me in the dark
Please don't leave me in the dark