Forbearance Video (MV)

Bestowed w growing pains, can't face change, though I walk miles alone, trials n tribulations till destination home
Living a raw life, addicted to the stress, found comfort when life a mess, steady strong tho my fifth year depressed
Different process, can feel it building up in my chest, I been lost yes, young kid thriving w no rest
My life whole life been hella vexed, moms saying to find the light, I know she ponders thru the night, asking god if she did right
Raising 4 working overtime, shit got hard but we was always fine, counting up the dimes, was scheming out the finish lines
Always made it work, even days where control was lost, mind up in the dirt, shaking till my wrists hurt
I been mistaken one too many times, I seen the signs so I'm waiting patient soon I know shit gon be fine
Really came from suicide, guys with nines, selling slime through the nine till we reached the six , still stay twined
Remained real, making millions in my black air force ones to show em how I feel
Was in the field, lost many homies they souls stealed, seen em dabbing off the pills couldn't muster a squeal
The ripple still in affect, muh f*ckers in they feels, poised milly rocking in the clubs shit that don't appeal, on my dead ain't no one really real
Shits different nowadays pave my own lane, different nowadays pave my own lane