Claxxs - Control Your Demons Lyrics

I been so out of it
Out of touch I must confess that all these challenges
Surrounding me have equaled stress
My mind is screaming, I can't collapse, can't break no leaning
Overcoming, whether the weather
Control your demons, want me down

Quite a stressful time
Trying to stay in the light
Fighting through the darkness and
I'm at a loss for words
It's aight, check it

Often attacked
Sleepless nights in the light depressed put it all on the track
Lay on my back, drift so deep into thought that I'm lost return in a snap
Need drinks to distract, myself from the dark that I feel when alone
I deal in my own incubate in my zone, sketching the plan for the throne
Real shit, black wolf, plus a lone, ranger danger
No trust for the strangers anger, and anguish
Vanquish the targets the darkness departed are hawking, kill 'em sick of talking
I feel the rage, been in a cage bottled up emotion, some poison notions
Can't feel the same, in a different frame, embraced the change, the worlds' to blame
Adapt to surroundings gotta maintain not complacent, game all about faces, big faces
Never regular or basic, been freed from the matrix
Shoes on tied laces, still avoiding the tasteless, the ignorance and aimless
Ain't about being famous, just refuse to be nameless
Slight fear of being great cause I know what it takes
But f*ck it, I already came this far and life is bizarre got scars
But shit, at least a nigga know who he are
I laugh at my demons don't know if I'm crazy yet
Don't know if I really care, but the bottom line I'mma go for mine
Suck it up cause life ain't fair
It's a battle
And real niggas ain't a chattel

I been so out of it
Out of touch I must confess that all these challenges
Surrounding me have equaled stress
My mind is screaming, I can't collapse, can't break no leaning
Overcoming, whether the weather
Control your demons, want me down
I'll admit I been a mess, but I ain't out
Angelic vest up on my chest, my mind is screaming
But ain't collapsing, can't break no leaning
Overcoming, whether the weather
Control your, demons

I might be a arsonist
Twenty fifteen had me in the dark hanging with the heartless'
Had to torch everything on the way just to figure out a route and path to start again
A narcissist, OK I own the title, this is CLAXXS revival, life was idle
Had to lose my self just to find my self, trying to die a f*cking legend
I live life like a rock star, but not enough sinning not to make it up to heaven
Sipping on the hen' passing on the two-eleven, it's two-eleven, I'm in the whip
Calling on a ting hoping that she make the trip
I hate to be alone depressed but I don't need a 'script
Turn my music louder just to get a f*cking grip
Play my own shit remind me I'm the f*cking shit, and they can't f*ck wit it
Nigga I am the one
The lord up above me bestowed me with greatness and I'm on a run
Identity crisis when I felt so lifeless but I'm never done
I got the f*ck up and let nothing destroy me
My cup runneth over it's pouring
If life was a game then I'm scoring
I'm lapping the competition cause I'm flooring the pedals
Expeditions I'm in search of the medal
Need a lap dance on the final lap, but we far from that the end of beginnings
Force success when the odds are thinning, it don't f*cking matter, I was made for winning
In my reflections determination got a gift and a voice that'll shake the nation
Plant the muster seed into the foundation, and reap the fruitfulness of my creations

Darkness, darkness, darkness all around me
I can't vocalize it's deaf to sounding
I know that the light is what I need
On my knees at night I beg and plead