Guardian angel
Watching over me
Heavenly stranger
What do you see
Guardian angel
Watching over me
Heavenly stranger
What do you see
I do not need any protection
As long as I distance myself from affection
I never had angels to stand on my shoulders
Just demons that felt like the weight of some boulders
They're making me colder as I just grow older
It's getting so hard to judge real from the fake
That's why I ensure when I do anything
That I always give less that I take
Everybody wants to walk through life blind these days
Like they expect somebody else to help them find their way
It's not a stretch to say that we're all searching for our souls
And ways to piece ourselves back together so we can still feel whole
Guardian angel
Watching over me
Heavenly stranger
What do you see
Guardian angel
Watching over me
Heavenly stranger
What do you see
I first met you all throughout antiquity
Born out of immaculate complicity
You live in a spiderweb or labyrinth
I hope I meet you with this absinthe
Never taught you can't call on you
Never asked you or said thank you
And I won't walk to your throne
Cause with you I'm not alone
Stay with me and I'll believe
You'll protect me never plague me
Don't let me stray away I'm
Scared you'll disappear one day
Guardian angel
Watching over
Demonic presences hopelessly hover over me
Foreshadowing the lack of faith I put up in the rosary
Wish I could say that this is the way that it's supposed to be
Love my girl but might strangle her for the dopamine
I end up hurting every single person that comes close to me
So no surprise to see my own angel linger over me
He confessed that it's a wonderful life
Before he twisted past, present, future under the knife. so many
Schizophrenic thought patterns are clouding my mind
With every forward step I feel I'm falling further behind
So what would even change if I was never ever born?
No one to betray and nobody to mourn
Openly hate the choices I make
But I'd rather be dead in the grave than ever be fake
So if I am ever forsaken before I awake
Then I owe me an apology for all my mistakes