Clouds - Opiod Pool Lyrics

Drowning, in codiene phosphate
I'm drowning, in oxycodone
I can't swim, but have no fear
I said I can't swim, but I dive in deeper
I step, I stomp, I crush the floor
I said, I want, the f*cking gold
Like vets, with dogs, I try to help
Instead, my mom, wishes herself
That I was someone else, that I was something better
Like a smarter kid, maybe wore a tighter sweater
Like damn ill grant your wish, if you show me that you care
It's too late for that, your only thought of me's despair
And they keep acting like it's fair
They put themselves on pedestals, I sit myself on chairs
They acting so condemnable, surprised when they get aired
I put myself inside your head, like follicles of hair
Like directions, keep it simple
It's over complicated, for the ones that are unimble
I add a bit of flavor to my dish, a little sprinkle
My life is sort of injured, cannot heal it, I'm a cripple
Drowning, in codiene phosphate
I'm drowning, in oxycodone
I can't swim, but have no fear
I said I can't swim, but I dive in deeper
Like the bass, the way, my body's feeling
The waves, of pain, no longer feel a thing
When I snort a ten, I forget bout everything
I abort instead, whatever I'm thinking
Venting to the mic, the only one that gets it
Wishing for the night, I wake myself and I'm in heaven
Waiting for the time, these written raps done finally make it
If I fail this time, I'll try again, I've learned some patience
And now I see it more than ever
You had your own endeavors, like that shit is so improper
Give a f*ck like whomsoever, serving anyone who asks
Gotta complete all my tasks, swear to god I'm no imposter
Like my homies getting softer
You give them the right offer, they'll probably plot on me
You'd think I work at toppers, way I sauce up all these suckers
I hope I win an Oscar, I don't want me no Grammy
Drowning, in codiene phosphate
I'm drowning, in oxycodone
I can't swim, but have no fear
I said I can't swim, but I dive in deeper