Clouds - Uhh... Lyrics

I'm back at it like a crack addict, I'm Lamar Odom
Fast at it, when the bag matters, garbage man on them
Shoot shit, if you do shit, that put frowns on a
Face of a real motherucker that was down on his feet

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He tried to do it for his team
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All they cared was about a motherf*cking bag that they never gone see
Had to do it by himself, causing tomfoolery

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They proved that love wasn't true
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He put that trust all in you
Not only his homies, but the bitches that he thought was in love with him too, they all liars, who knew?

Your proved your love to me and I still don't trust you
You said you only wanting me, I don't want you
Cause when you tried to deceive you was clearer than a pane
I could see right through you

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He sorry for his trust issues
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He sorry he can't do better
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Cause when he tried to better he was kicked to the curb and set back many levels
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Had to pull it, ain't no lever
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Couldn't rush it, he knew better
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Cause he tries to patient with his life, but it seems he can't finish the lecture

I just turned eighteen man and that's irritating
I didn't plan to live this far and I kind of hate it
Told my mother that I'm sober now, she knows I'm faded
At least I ain't acting stupid, but unmotivated

Ever since I stopped the Xanax I can't seem to find
Another meaning in my life, seems I'm going blind
I can't see a different pathway, I'm stuck up in lies
I can't focus on my future, past tense all the time

Spend my days doing jackshit
I'm a one trick pony, got no talents
And I'm still f*cking hungry, ain't no fasting
Gotta clean my f*cking image, no custodian

In the deep end
Told my brodies I would climb out, this the season
Told myself that all my demons would be beaten
I'm just lying to myself, self deceiving

He sorry for his trust issues
He sorry he can't do better
Cause when he tried to better he was kicked to the curb and set back many levels
Had to pull it, ain't no lever
Couldn't rush it, he knew better
Cause he tries to patient with his life, but it seems he can't finish the lecture