Clouds - Whilst I Enter These Thoughts Lyrics

I try to hear her vocals
But it's a muffled mic
I can't believe her vocals
Cause all she speaks is lies
I'm walking through a portal
But end up in the same place
I tried to hop the hurdle
But fallen on my face
And I say it's alright
I really try to fight
And yet my f*cking life
It just seems to wanna die
I really don't know why
I just believe myself
When I know that I won't go out and try to look for help
I stare inside of mirrors
And seem to recognize
That I have just messed up my youthful, healthy, thoughtful mind
These drugs that I intake
They are a norm to me
I say no to their face, but with persistence I comply
Like damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
But imma just relapse
And damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
Just swallowed me a xan
Like damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
Like damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
Like damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
And damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
And damn I wanna stop, but imma just f*cking relapse
And damn I wanna stop, but imma just relapse
Imma just relapse