C-Mac - Lifeboat Lyrics

I showed you parts of me
I'd never felt safe showing before
No wonder I was hysterical
On your bathroom floor
Wondering how I could get you to
Love and respect me more
After you told everyone
Anything you could
To hurt me and
Snap my heart like wood
Cut me down to less than a tree
And you are still the one
Who villainized me
Does the victim blaming syrup
Feel nice going down your throat
While you keep letting that psychopath gloat
Follow her around
Like a desperate little goat
When I jump in the river
I sure hope I won't float
Because when I'm drowning
I know you won't send your lifeboat
Because you pushed me in your
Precious privileged castle's moat
With no help
No sorry
Still no lifeboat
Still no lifeboat
I messed up
But I admit it
I'm sorry for when I did it
Are you
I doubt it
Your three to four letter crap
And its not even I loved you
But then I ramble
For simply being grown up
Trying to explain things
So you didn't give up
But you can't be bothered
So ride off with your followers
While I die alone
And deserted
Does the victim blaming syrup
Feel nice going down your throat
While you keep letting that psychopath gloat
Follow her around
Like a desperate little goat
When I jump in the river
I sure hope I won't float
Because when I'm drowning
I know you won't send your lifeboat
Because you pushed me in your
Precious privileged castle's moat
With no help
No sorry
Still no lifeboat
Still no lifeboat
I showed you parts of me
I never felt safe showing before
No wonder I was hysterical
On your bathroom floor