Co2chad - Lost Lyrics

We love each other, we hate one another at the same time
We don't know it's strange how it feel about it together
Cuz it's complicated
The situation and it's hard to split we have kids security dilemma
So I'll use you and you use me until we both quit forever
No I don't think I can move on, I don't think I m ready to walk away from the drama
And sorrow I'm addicted to tribulation and anathema
So treat you like a shit and I throw a fit
You can't start another relationship
She said if he finds out he will flip
He will beat her, he will punch her and he will stop paying the bills and hunt her
Down will stop the support for her
Cuz he got the money to keep her afloat and she has the kids to raise
And she cannot devote all her energy and time to fight the most
Cuz they are on the defense mode and never revoke the ego and loathe
So she ll make the sacrifice, she'll stay and tolerate the abuse
She said she is ok with that cuz it's life you know
And she is the wife and that's how it goes

She said she won't see me anymore cuz that was time she tried she almost risked it all
She said I know you are cool and all but I like bubble and I can't fondle
It's a huge decision to switch hats,
I feel guilty if I abandon him and run from the rat
I have children with him so that's ok I ll have to stay, be patient a lot
Sometimes it's tough, sometimes it's impossible to be around him
But that is life you know
But then we take a break from each other
We hate one another
Come back and f*ck and pretend we're together
Because I have no other choice
He does f*ck other women with condom on
Cuz he don't want to get another kid, he is done
He is already overwhelmed and fried
Chad it's tough and I can't have you around my kids cuz they don't understand
They love their dad
And it's too difficult for me to start again
She said next time maybe if he hits me hard and lose an eye than she will leave him and Never come back cuz then she ll have an excuse to run

So why don't you leave now I asked her
Come with me and let's start a new life and reach the sun
Life is short and you should enjoy every moment of it, you should lead it
Grab it by the ball don't let it slip by you it's fun
Joining me and we ll have a family together and spawn
F*ckin loser I'm done