These scars i'm hiding in
This skin I lie within
The life I used to see
That never came to be
I remember when
A monumental plan
Didn't need a how
Yet still I sit here now
Where I push push
Where I push push
To me this paper speaks
When guidance I do seek
Written by a he
Or maybe just a we
I'm capable of this
But only asked for that
Behind a created mask
Hide a button pusher's task
So I push push
So I push push
Now I sit here
Chasing the red lights
Now I sit here
Chasing the red lights
Now I sit here
Chasing the red lights
The ocean's sunlit hue
Reminding me of you
Entices me to stay
And yet lures me away
So I slip my feet
Into nooses sleek
And entertain inside
A different side of i
And I push push
And I push push
And I push push
And I push push