I should be happy
I should (Coda)
I should be happy but I'm not
Miss me dear, I'll be back by morning
Nothings ever really felt the same
New view I missed the warnings
Page two remains the same
Dead inside
With a look that makes me feel alive
Your look makes me feel alive
Ink the page to write another line
I'll hit another line
I should be happy but I'm not
Drown in a sea of my own thoughts
Who knew that joy could feel like this
I should be happy but I'm not
Drown in a sea of my own thoughts
Who knew that joy could feel like this
We take drugs to let go
Don't think I'm ever going home
Blurred lines a recent heavy past
I don't think I ever wanna know
No sleep cutting back on life it seems
Still struggling with f*cked up half ass dreams
Still struggling with everything (Happy)
I should be happy but I'm not
Drown in a sea of my own thoughts
Who knew that joy could feel like this
I should be happy but I'm not
Drown in a sea of my own thoughts
Who knew that joy could feel like this
Who knew that joy could feel like this
Who knew that joy could feel like shit
Who knew that joy could feel like this
Who knew that joy could feel like shit