Cody J Fox - Shadows on the Wall Lyrics

As history repeats itself
I'm left again here by myself
If I meant when said I don't care at all
Then why am I staring down these shadows on the wall
Trying to get me up and out of this chair
I gotta do something and I just don't care
She's gone for good. I could've asked her to stay
But she'd be a fool to think I can ever change

I'm not gonna pretend it's not my fault
It's all right here, the writing on the wall
This kind of life comes on slow
But this kind of life is all I know
Yeah I know what I did, I made my own bed
Sleeping inside is all I have left
I don't feel bad how the cards were dealt
I'll just lie right here feeling sorry for myself

Round and round as the wheels do go
I keep going back to where the cold wind blows
I'm tired of this place, I'm sick of this cold
Falling down is easy but it's getting real old
Thinking about that girl with the crooked smile
Does she thinks of me every once in a while
But the Devil keeps telling me there's no way out
No one will hear you when the light is burned out

Picking myself off this cold hard ground
Where the valleys are empty and the trees hear no sound
Got no one to hold, no songs to be sung
Nothing to show for the good that I've done
I wonder if she's got a couple kids by now
Could've been me but i was just too proud
Too late to wish for the time that I lost
Yesterday's gone and it's time to move on