Cognate Souls Collective - I've Been Waiting Lyrics

I'm sick of trying
Can't seem to make things align
I'm tired of telling my friends
I'm gonna be alright
Can't look in the mirror
Can't stand these lines
The hits keep on coming
As I watch my dreams all die
Sometimes you feel like you've reached a point
And you've just had it
It's then you realize
Fate is one big lie
But then you get sneak peaks
Of what it's like to have it
That's when you let out
One humungous sigh
I know what I've been dreaming
And been believing
Ain't been deceiving me
And think that I was retreating
Ever deleting
Ain't defeating enemies
But I stand strong on my feet and
No longer reaching
Or getting beaten down
Because now I know
My time is now
I've been waiting
For this for so long
I've been waiting
For this to come along
I've been thinking
That I was so wrong
I've been waiting
I've been waiting to sing this song
Wondered if
The hurdles got to me
And all my dreams
Would never be
Figured it
Was all a fantasy
I've been waiting
For this moment of ecstasy
I've had a taste
Of how it feels to be alive
Starting to feel
Like I no longer live a lie
I look in the mirror
These lines show I'm wise
Looks like these wings do work
'Cuz I can fly
I have a chance to take a swing
If I can hit it
That's when I realize fate just
Just took some time
I'm gonna step on up
And take a chance to get it
I now see my dream's, yeah
My dream's alive
I know what I've been dreaming
And been believing
Ain't been deceiving me
And think that I was retreating
Ever deleting
Ain't defeating enemies
But I stand strong on my feet and
No longer reaching
Or getting beaten down
Because now I know
My time is now
I've been waiting
For this for so long
I've been waiting
For this to come along
I've been thinking
That I was so wrong
I've been waiting
I've been waiting to sing this song
Wondered if
The hurdles got to me
And all my dreams
Would never be
Figured it
Was all a fantasy
I've been waiting
For this moment of ecstasy
I've been waiting
For this for so long
I've been waiting
For this to come along
I've been thinking
That I was so wrong
I've been waiting
I've been waiting to sing this song
Wondered if
The hurdles got to me
And all my dreams
Would never be
Figured it
Was all a fantasy
I've been waiting
For this moment of ecstasy