Cold Soul - Reminisce Lyrics

Maybe still looking for God
Maybe stopped trying at all
Couldn't give less about the guap
God, please set me free from this job
This is what I think about a lot
Sometimes I get too distracted by thought
Look how far I done came

Sometimes I still feel afraid of change
Sometimes I still feel ashamed of things

I love getting blazed
I'm barely awake
Love numbing the pain
My heart still at break
Drugs numbing my brain
Mind running away
These hundreds of shame
My feelings in the drain

There go my mind again, I'm feeling all this pain
I just wanna feel alive again, f*ck crazy, I'm insane
This city is mine again, can't take that shit away

I know I'm gonna find this shit
Can't stop these thoughts from spiraling
But I'll never forget where I came from
I've been too far in my lane
I've been too far in my brain
I'm way too high, I can't say none, I don't think I can be saved