This music really keep me sane
Looking out the window dealing with this pain
Every outcome I face the same
Window flood my eyes with rain
Think I'm in my own way
Mind engulfed in shame
'Nother dream that I chase
Eyes getting further from my face
Caught the feeling that I hate
Aw you asking for some space
Think I sped the pace
Hate that I take it personal
Digging myself a bigger hole
Can't maneuver outta this
Miss when we living in the bliss
Both scared to take the risk
Wasn't better than this
Then I ruined it
Overthinking sunk the ship
Take me back real quick
Few things I'd do different
Couple chances that I missed
I been overthinking lately
Past has me going crazy
All I'm thinking is a maybe
Heard my voice go shaky
Want you living safely
Missing on you greatly
Is it only in the past?
Or can I get it back?
I know I'm f*cking lost
I know you got some pain
By yo side when it rain
Tell you everything okay
I know it's the past
Know me and you crashed
I just want that time back
Want yo arm on my chest back
Never gonna get it back
I know it's in the past
You been running my mind at night
I hope I find the light
Back inside my tunnel
I've been seeing double
Hazy view a struggle
All I ask if for a couple
Minutes, hate this puzzle
My heart showing trouble
It been holding me down
You got your teeth in me
I been ain't making a sound
Having hope what I'm scared of