With That Video (MV)

I been running cross these yards
Dreams stuck up in the field
I been crossing streets
Hoping that cars will yield
In my 4 seater bumping 2SEATER
House cold nothing but a heater
I been dropping heaters while I'm running away
Tryna find a place to stay today
Taking life by the day
Getting better by the minute by the second
Stopped my second guessing
Stopped my constant questions
Started learning life lessons
Thinking life a blessing
In my element, pen a weapon
Ready for the armageddon
Looking back at the path I took
Taking no shortcuts like captain hook
R.I.P. to Peter Pan
Growing up to be a better man
Staring into the ceiling fan
See those blades spinning
Hear my record skipping
Hope to see my numbers tripling
Never meant to make this distance
Tryna cross my fingers
Back in DC steady wishing
Broken heart that I was fixing
Came back home and I was living
Now I'm tasked with the same mission
I been, I been
I been with that
I been, I been
I been through that
I been, I been
I been with that
I been, I been
I been through that
Tryna pass my mission dog I cannot get my time back
Looking back I see my life and cringe, know I hate that
Passing all this time by writing lyrics hope the views stack
Know my homies with me by my side so I relax
'Sposed to been asleep bout an hour ago
Got lost in the maze side my mind I can't ever go
Everybody wanna see me blow but I don't know
Don't want my homies coming up for a handout
Not sure what route to take
Can't tell which way to face
Might never face my fate
Tryna keep my family straight
They life great but I still worry
Not tryna be a lone wolf no more
Always running towards that crown
Hoping I don't crash up on the floor
Nervous quiet kid, never make sounds
Hope I make some sounds in my city
My head keep on killing me
Always f*cking angry
Self destructive personality
Stays fighting me
Whole family wanna see me winning
Never motivated, never in the kitchen
Feeling not respected when I'm sinning
Always f*cking nervous
Used to be obsessed with being perfect
Every mistake made me question if I was worth it
Still struggling with depression
Had it since an adolescent
I've been overwhelmed on the daily
People asking me questions like I got some answers
Made some art in a city I ain't been before
Finally find a home
Always in my dome
Got some people but I still feel alone
Putting feelings in a notepad and this microphone
Tryna get up out my phone
It been ruining my head
Make me wanna stay in bed
Never move my legs again
Back up in my head again
Been my worst nemesis
Mind running Sonic Genesis
I been I been
I been with that
I been I been
I been through that
I been I been
I been with that
I been I been
I been through that
I been I been
I been with that
I been I been
I been through that
I been I been
I been with that
I been I been
I been through that