Cole Hedgecoth - Farewell Lyrics

This wasn't healthy
We knew it from the start
You thought you loved me
But everything was falling apart
I wish I knew how to cope with it
I've been seeing starts
My trust in you has
Led me to a broken heart
Nobody understands the way it felt
To be ripped apart, embarrassed
Abused and thrown to hell
To be stripped apart from everything
Used and overwhelmed
To have somebody say they need you
Just to do it themselves
I wish you knew, yeah
So maybe then you'd see it all
Maybe then you'd comprehend
Why I'm still hoping you'll call
Maybe then I get the chance
To sit here and evolve
To become a better man
But the truth is
I'm lost without you here
You stole my soul
What I'm supposed to do?
But I chose this road
I gotta pay my dues
You walked away
There's nothing I can do
You say you'd stay
But that wasn't true

I wish that I could grow
From all of my mistakes
But why do people try and
Throw it back into my face?
Why do people try and
Keep me in a broken place?
When all I want to do is be a
Better man than yesterday
I see the way I used to be
You know I hate it
Another year of struggling
I don't know how to face it
Another year of addiction
I don't know how to break it
Let me go get this prescription
I'm finally medicated
I can't anticipate depression
I can only fake it
Just another deceptive season
That's in the making
I guess God is doing his best
To teach me patience
But I'm afraid that train's
Already left the station
I cared about the things
You used to tell me all the time
Was it any more than lies
To try and keep me by your side?
Did you ever hide the truth from me
To keep me in your life?
Would you admit you're using me
To elevate your pride?

It's time say farewell
It's time say farewell