I just go where it take me
I don't question the process
Got some people who doubt me
I know they wish I was dead
I just work 'til I'm tired
Then I keep working some more
I want this music to take me
Where it ain't took me before
I've got these visions on visions
I'm seeing lights on the stage
I hear 'em calling my name
But this ain't all 'bout the fame
This is passion on passion
This is all that I could dream
Won't you care to imagine
What this would be like for me
I feel underrated
Feeling this way too long
Still I'm chasing this greatness
Maybe it comes with this song
Maybe it's been all along
I should just focus on me
I should just put my time and effort
Into things I believe
Maybe I wish I'd paid attention
Really wish I'd a called
I had one opportunity
That I missed and she's gone
I had one opportunity
That I missed, now I grieve
The death of someone that I love
And it's still affecting me
I don't know how to cope with it
I don't know how to grow
This emotion is overwhelming
Takes me by the throat
Losing sleep every night
Because some mistakes that I made
I've been fighting depression
Since I was barely of age
I've been fighting anxiety
I've been scared of that side of me
All these issues are killing me
Now there's nowhere to go
But I put my heart into music
I pray to God I don't lose it
This is exactly what I need
To get me closer to home
A couple years ago I almost did it
Feeling overwhelmed, I will admit it
Tired being tired, still pretending
I'm exhausted, but it won't never claim my spirit
You can taunt me and tell me
That I won't never be nothing
You can call me on my BS
You can tell me I'm bluffing
I don't care if you throw a stone
This pushing & shoving
It won't affect the way I live
Any longer, that's how we coming
It's a brand new year
I'm fighting back till I die
I'm swinging hard till I cry
I'm killing all of it now
It's taken over my life
I think it's time that I try
I think it's time that I fight
Yo, I think that it's time
I just go where it take me
I don't question the process
Got some people who doubt me
I know they wish I was dead
I just work 'til I'm tired
Then I keep working some more
I want this music to take me
Where it ain't took me before
I've got these visions on visions
I'm seeing lights on the stage
I hear 'em calling my name
But this ain't all 'bout the fame
This is passion on passion
This is all that I could dream
Won't you care to imagine
What this would be like for me