Cole Hedgecoth - Questions / Fear Lyrics

How does the moon control the ocean
In between the waves?
How does the room become emotion
That I can't contain?
How does the truth provoke annulment
For my selfish gains?
How do I overdose on ibuprofen
Through the pain?
What if I die before my rap career
Is off the chain?
What if I walk before the masses
Say I'm kind of lame?
What if I try to go to college
Get my MBA
And minor is psychology
To tell my friends they're all insane?
Why do my exes never call?
That's not because I care
Because I know I'm better off
Just sometimes I'm less aware
But then sometimes I risk it all
I take the chance to get involved
It's over now, I feel resolved, shoot
Where do we go when it's gone?
How do we know when it's finished?
How do we live when it's not?
What if I'm swimming in orange juice
And pulp is a god?
What if religion is fiction
And everybody forgot?

Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot

How does the sun produce contentment
When I'm breathing air?
How does the fun confuse commitment
With a pinky swear?
How do you run when all you love
Is bound to disappear?
How do you trust the very thing
That's here to scare you fears?
What if I chose to be
The smallest person of my peers?
What if I downed a forty ounce of
Wine, coke, and beer?
What if I cried, but when I did
I never shed a tear?
What if I died when I was younger?
Then I might appear
Why do my exes never call?
That's not because I care
Because I know I'm better off
Just sometimes I'm less aware
But then sometimes I risk it all
I take the chance to... I mean, shoot
You know where I'm going with this
Where do we go when it's gone?
How do we know when it's finished?
How do we live when it's not?
What if I'm swimming in orange juice
And pulp is a god?
What if religion is fiction
And everybody forgot?

Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot
Everybody forgot

I'm scared of snakes, scared of heights
And everything unknown
I'm scared of bad movies
As Above and So Below
I'm scared to face my rejection
I'm scared to make it known
I'm scared of anything that
Isn't what I used to know
I'm afraid to make mistakes
That change the way I live
I'm afraid to say the things
That shape how I exist
I'm afraid to state my faith
And face the criticism
I'm afraid the government
Is just a prison system
And now I'm fearful
That I'll never quite figure out
How to conquer my depression
And my constant doubt
How to handle my anxiety
And my devout enthusiasm
You can see it start to
Water down (Down, down)
I'm afraid that I'll
Never be who I was made to be
And I'm afraid that I'll
Never see the things I need to see
And I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid
That no matter what I do, I will never be okay
Ever be okay, ever be okay, ever be okay
That I'll never be okay, never be okay
Never be okay, never be okay
That I'll never be okay, never be okay
Never be okay, never be okay
That I'll never be okay, never be okay
Never be okay, never be okay

Yeah, we don't want to do anything to scare your children
That's the last thing we want to do
We don't want to scare anybody