The Question at Hand Video (MV)

Mad at myself, yearning for my peers acceptance
I'm an exception, no need for misdirection
Presenting myself as something I'm not for the perception
Of perfection, really it leaves me stressing
Negativity is infectious
Really it is a blessing from God
That all of these wicked weapons
Have not been prosperous
It ain't no stopping us
I'm grounded and my roots are in the soil like phosphorous
I hate biology but I'm a living prodigy
My ideologies reaffirm that knowledge inside of me is God given
I'm still solid when the plot thickens
And now it's too many niggas not spitting
Tired of niggas rapping
I'm laughing cause they be lacking
It's tragic I'm wreaking havoc
I'm passionate when I'm snapping
On average MC's in the back of the seat
In freaking traffic
I blast through the speakers
At bastards and leave em bleeding after
I'm naturally a master of these words
A verb assassin
Sparing all these nouns and adjectives
I'm only killing actions
But see I'm still the pastor
Prepping em for the rapture
They slept on me in the past but
I'm back and a nigga spazzing
I got em tenser than a back spasm
The touch is tender like I had a dragon
Breathing on my fingers while I'm grabbing
For the mic, or I'm sipping on my challis
Sitting in my palace while flipping out like acrobatics
Wisdom I be spitting got em thinking I'm a Mason
I guess I am a mason wit how I'm laying foundation
Brick after brick
My niggas hitting lick after lick
I went sober after smoking spliff after spliff, fa nine years
But that only lasted fa three weeks
I relapsed, this one fa people that's bound to repeat
Past mistakes, toxic behaviors when ya knee deep
In muddy water, stuck in ya blues, you too greedy
Or too needy, or too selfish
Or maybe you feeling like anxiety leaves you helpless
Or feeling like you distressed and you need some mental counseling
Know if you keep on grinding and pounding my nigga, you gone make it out it
You do it to prove it to yourself, not to disprove the doubters
You gonna make it over this molehill or a mountain
Or an ocean, or a fountain
Need a potion, cause you drowning your emotions
With a downer, or depressant that you found can help you lessen all your pain
But worsens your depression
Now you're stuck inside this cage and yet to learn your lesson
So you sip on champagne, because you crave the effervescence
But your body's filled with rage and feelings never addressed
But it's just a distant dream
And it's farther than it seems if you can't get focused, get sober, stay clean
I said it's just a distant dream
Whatsoever do I mean?
I mean you need to be the best you that you can be
Cause it is not a distant dream
I swear it's really close
All you gotta do is grab it, grip it tight and don't let go
Because it's not a distant dream
I swear it's really close
And while I have to close I have one question to pose
Is it just a distant dream?
Everything
We ever wanted in life
Shit, is it just a distant dream?
Everything
We ever wanted in life
Shit, is it just a distant dream?
Everything
We ever wanted in life
Yeah is it just a distant dream?
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it, is it
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it, is it
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it, is it
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it just a distant dream?
Distant dream, distant dream
Distant, distant
Is it just a distant dream?
Is it just a distant dream?
Shit
It's Coley
Xavier