Colleen McKenna - Gonna Find Out Lyrics

What happens when a heart gets a little past broken
Is there a point where the healing just runs out
Is it the kind of hurt
That hits you in the moment
Or does the impact
Finally reach you
When you think it's over
Comes back around
I guess I'm gonna find out
What it's like to wake up
And feel the extra space
To know that the time I spent beside you
Won't come back, It can't be replaced
I couldn't tell you how it's gonna go
Just like I didn't know
There'd ever come a day
I'd have to get over you when I can't imagine how
I guess I'm gonna find out
My ability to love's just a little more calloused
A slight bit more bitter than it was before
Part of me feels wrong
For not feeling resistance
Part of me feels guilty
For not missing you a little bit more
Is this how it's supposed to work
I guess I'm gonna find out
What it's like to wake up
And feel the extra space
To know that the time I spent beside you
Won't come back, It can't be replaced
I couldn't tell you how it's gonna go
Just like I didn't know
There'd ever come a day
I'd have to get over you when I can't imagine how
I guess I'm gonna find out
I guess I'm gonna find out
More about me
Now that I've got the chance to
Find out
What it's like to leave
And have nothing that I'm chained to
You were good for me for a while
And we walked a good long mile
But it's high time we went our separate ways
So over the next few weeks and months and days
I guess I'm gonna find out
What it's like to wake up
And feel the extra space
To know that the time I spent beside you
Won't come back, It can't be replaced
I couldn't tell you how it's gonna go
Just like I didn't know
There'd ever come a day
I'd have to get over you when I can't imagine how
No better time to start
Then there is right now
I guess I'm gonna find out