Collusions - Neurosis Lyrics

Show me your smile!

How many times I must tell?
I don't feel right
My thoughts are twisted in my head
Outside, I seem to be fine
That's why you're trying to deny?

Debating with myself of truth and false
This can't be, just can't be true
My brain is locked
Stalkers in my yard, I get played by my thoughts
I know there is nothing, but I must be sure

How the hell, should I solve this mess?
Loved ones are worried
I should tell them
Don't say anything
They will think you're crazy
You ruin everything

I'm ashamed of who I am
My vision's distorted
You're upside down
Not functional enough to do anything
Pills don't work
I am victim of the world

I feel I'm getting worse
I'm all dead inside
Did I just kill my nurse?
Praying for the night
Why can't I sleep forever?

Something's wrong, did they get enough?
Enchanting silence
I think they're gone
I can't believe that I made it, I lost them all
How did I end up in here?
Show me your smile!