Colorwave - So Called Lyrics

I'm in the so-called prime of my so-called life
And I hate it
Hate it
Unreal expectation, empty revelation
Tryin' to escape it, 'cape it
I'm a radiant young flower
Dazzling life and joy
Uhm
Nah
In the so-called prime of my so-called life
I'm just tired
Tired
Tired
No, I'm not okay
Thanks for faking interest though
No, I'm not okay
Thanks for asking though
Oh, bloody process
Takes me out
I love it
Still hate it
Oh, bloody process
Takes me out
I love it
I'm in the so-called prime of my so-called life
And I chase it
Chase it
Fear and hesitation leading to frustration
I'm just trying to make it
Make it
I don't wanna be cynical
But I'm so full of "shoulds"
In the so-called prime of my so-called life
I'm trying
Trying
Trying
No, I'm not okay
Thanks for faking interest though
I'm not okay
Thanks for asking though
I don't belong in here
Not in this frame, nor your ideal
I don't belong
I don't belong
I don't belong in here
Not in this box, nor your ideal
I don't belong
I don't belong
No, I don't belong
Oh, bloody process
Takes me out
I love it
Still hate it
Oh, bloody process
Takes me out
I love it
Still hate it
Oh, bloody process
Takes me out
I love it
Still hate it