Escaping from people we used to be
The ones that left the tank empty and the paintbrushes dry
Tell me that it's different now, but we'll never know why
I don't think we're supposed to know anything about the everything, darling
But I won't sink into the thought that something is any different than nothing
Nothing is different than before
Frantic, like the way I spoke and I wish that you didn't listen
Like the way I tore through all of the drawers in the kitchen
Like the time we ran cause my car keys were missing
Everything was nothin' like before
Decision, it was a hard choice to make
The long road to take
But all I knew was something had to change
But what I didn't know in that moment, in that night
In our hearts, in this life;
That what you've got is
What I've been looking for