These whispers that call my name
Once spoken softly now scream in agony
I can't sleep
I'm f*cked up
I dont want to wake up
I'm lucid
No fighting
The hell that's inside me
This nightmare is alive
All of this ends tonight
We're f*cking Thieves
Borrowing our reality
I see my fate every night when I lie awake
Wondering if the pain will f*cking go away
Will it ever end
Or will I draw the knife
To line my broken neck
Encumbered by this cold reality
Feeding the demons consuming me
Pull me under I find bliss in the fall
For a damned soul is better than no soul at all
Shotgun to my head
With a shell packed and my mouth wide I cave
F*ck
Fall into
The broken arms of despair
I see my fate every night when I lie awake
Wondering if the pain will f*cking go away
Will it ever end
Will it ever end