Conkrete - Terrified Lyrics

Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified and

Will I ever make it? Will I become famous?
Bills have all been paid and my health I am maintainin
Work has been so drainin, plus I keep complainin

Too scared to leave, man, I really f*ckin' hate it
A dream I have been chasin, will I ever taste it?
I don't feel amazing, I think I'm the lamest
Can I ever change it? Will I be the greatest?

The end of this journey, I don't wanna face it
Is it time to pack it up and walk around just mad as f*ck
Then pack a blunt, I act so tough, I've had enough
I'm sad and stuck, I rap so much but haven't had a chance

With luck, my passion, love, isn't lovin' me back
Prayin' on my knees that it'll all work out
But how can you be sure, pal? Homie, I am your doubts
And hope has sold you lies, the truth is in my eyes

Lord, I need a sign, I try to act okay when really I am terrified

Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified

What if I meet someone and all they see's a bum?
Sometimes I don't think I'm capable of love

And even if I was, do I love myself?
Am I doin' well? I can't even tell
Love I think is dyin, and no, I am not lyin
I'm tired of tryin, broken hearts and just cryin

Can I even love? Can I even trust?
Can I be loved? Maybe I am numb
I don't wanna waste my time, I hate the lies
She loves me but she's with some guy, degrades my mind

She dissed me, I'm (a f*ckin' loser)
Glad it's done but sad it's over
Drinkin' rum, yeah, I'm not sober
Said I'm happy, I look crappy

What is love? No one showed you
Scared of love or scared of lovin
Scared of trust or scared of trustin
I'm not too sure, cause I have been there before

Left me angry, sad, and sore
Maybe I was warned, maybe I was lied to
Claim I am a shy dude when really I am terrified

Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm f*ckin' terrified and

Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm f*ckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm f*ckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm f*ckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm f*ckin' terrified