Connor Ryan - Alarm Clock Lyrics

It's a usual morning, birds are singing, phone is ringing, sun is shining light through the window, time to get up
But I should mention my intention is to stay right in this bed where I can chill, don't have the will to face the real world
Don't wanna get up, I just wanna stay in my solitary space where it's nice and calm
Don't wanna get up, I just wanna stay, there is nothing you can say, I'm turning off my alarm
I look around, see people coping, maybe one day that'll be me, but till then here's hoping
That one day I can turn my life around and maybe I can learn to cope a little better, need to stop these crazy thoughts
When I try to fix the wires in my brain, I'm left to pick up the pieces and it's driving me insane
I like to think that maybe it's all in my head, but I don't know what to do, so I'm going back to bed
Don't wanna get up, I just wanna stay in my solitary space where it's nice and calm
Don't wanna get up, I just wanna stay, there is nothing you can say, I'm turning off my alarm
Don't wanna get up, I've already said, I am staying in this bed where my thoughts are unharmed
Don't wanna get up, I'm just gonna wait till the pain has gone away, I'm throwing out my alarm
The problem with my head is now whenever something's said, I don't know where to tread, don't know where to head to keep me safe
Could always try my bed, but even now I can't rest my head, cause every time I close my eyes I see the world I've come to hate
No matter what I do, the pain I feel is coming through, grabs me by the throat and forces me to see the awful truth
Did I do something wrong? Been like this for so long, I need to know why being happy seems to feel wrong
Don't wanna get up, I just wanna stay in my solitary space where it's nice and calm
Don't wanna get up, I just wanna stay, there is nothing you can say, I'm turning off my alarm
Don't wanna get up, I've already said, I am staying in this bed where my thoughts are unharmed
Don't wanna get up, I'm just gonna wait till the pain has gone away, I'm throwing out my alarm
Don't wanna get up, don't wanna get up anymore