I can't live up to all these expectations that have swarmed me // They are underneath my skin, clawing the inside // This face you see is a mask and I wear it from morning to night // It's on me to find what we're searching for, is it love, loathe, loss? // Because all I have is hate // All I have is hate and it drowns you out // I'm burning bridges just to stay alive, the fires hide my lies // I'm escaping all these voices just to save a life // Get off your knees, there is no reason to hail // You're desperate to find a f*cking answer for anything // I refuse to live lifeless again // All these voices in my head are getting louder, they're alive // I've tried to let them go, I've to tried to shut them out but it's taken a turn for the worse // As I walk through darkness in the dead of the night, I feel alive, I feel alive. I'm alive // All these voices in my head are alive // They're getting louder, they're getting stronger, now it's only down from here // All these voices in my head are a lie // As I walk through the darkness in the dead of the night, I'm alive. getting stronger, now it's only down from here // All these voices in my head are a lie // As I walk through the darkness in the dead of the night, I'm alive.