Why must I ruin what I love
I can't get it right
I don't deserve this life
I break everything that is good
I f*cking hate myself
So sick of every f*cking breath
I'm hollow from the inside out
Feelings escape me
Emotionless and blank
I have myself to blame
I live my life as a mistake
So sick of every f*cking breath
I'm hollow from the inside out
I'm a stranger in my own mind
The reflection staring back at me
Is an entity I used to know
A man without a shred of life left to live
The constant feeling of fear and dread
Take this place away
I'm so sick of it
This darkness ruined who I was
I'm not meant for this
This disease exhausts me
So sick of every breath
I'm hollow from the inside out
I'm not fit to live this life
How can I face the idea of my own significance
A feeling I will never understand
Foreign emotions inside my mind
My life is a f*cking lie
I'm too weak to carry on
I'm too weak to carry on
Why must I ruin what I love
I can't get it right
I don't deserve this life
I break everything that is good
I f*cking hate myself
I f*cking hate myself
So sick of every f*cking breath
I'm not meant for this