Continuations - The Foxhole Lyrics

Why did you have to leave?
My life hasn't been the same
Everything has changed
This air is not the same
Ever since you've left this place

I didn't get to tell you how much I have grown
You didn't share with me
How I could help

Finally at peace with the darkness you fought
At least I know you are no longer trapped

But you've left me with this burden
To carry on this life without you
Feeling as guilty as ever (Guilty as ever)
Knowing that I wasn't there

How, how? How the f*ck am I, how the f*ck am I? How the f*ck?
How the f*ck am I supposed to sleep?

Rest easy my brother
I hope it's extravagant where you are
I hope your demons have left your weary heart
I hope you're finally at ease, at ease

I wanted to see your face just one last time before you left us
I needed to know you're fine for my peace of mind
I still hold all the memories that you gave
I don't want to be mad but you did not have to go

Rest easy brother
Rest easy brother

How, how? How the f*ck am I, how the f*ck am I? How the f*ck?

How am I supposed to sleep?