Contract Love - White Rabbit Lyrics

With smoke in your eyes
And tears in mine
You say green never suited you
But now I'm colourblind

I shouted to the heavens
Until my face turned blue
Because everything i knew
Equated to you

I gave you my love
And you made my heart hurt
Because when i needed you
All I got was one word

Taken by surprise
With nothing left to say
Stuck confined
I just wanted you to stay

Hold your lighter to my heart
Singe the edge, Take me apart
Say there's nothing wrong with me
Then find somewhere better to be

I dug a rabbit hole
With no end for you
Because it was hard
To let you loose

But I let you go
And you didn't come back
Lost so long
I fell through the cracks

Say may name
Like you did last year
Because that's what
I've been learning to fear

You wont come back
But if you do
I need to be ready
To say no to you

Hold your lighter to my heart
Singe the edge, Take me apart
Say there's nothing wrong with me
Then find somewhere better to be

Hold your lighter to my heart
Singe the edge, Take me apart
Say there's nothing wrong with me
Then find somewhere better to be

This darkness in my core wont go away
I've never felt it there before
Brought in your baggage when you came to stay
From something so white and pure

I am an atomic bomb
With a short fuse burning long
You are the trigger pull
Happy finger ready to lose it all

You tossed me down the rabbit hole
Then collapsed all the walls behind
No way to escape now
I guess I should have seen the signs

Hold your lighter to my heart
Singe the edge, Take me apart
Say there's nothing wrong with me
Then find somewhere better to be