Coolkid Cannon - Me, Myself & Anxiety Lyrics

As i pull up to my 9 to 5
Thinking if i should quit this shit and let my mind decide
Ayo i been here for some time I think its time to slide
Feel like Im at the deep end I might just take a dive
I might just take a risk I might just be surprised
I might just come alive and find some peace of mind
Low self esteem lately I haven't dreamed lately
This what its like I feel like life been so routine lately
And I'm just living through it unfocused on how i view it
The sad part is that i actually been sticking to it
Caught in the system again with all the victims again
It got me sick to my stomach don't want these symptoms again

Gotta get it in a fast way
Gotta get it i aint trippin
Making double on my last play
Gotta get it i aint trippin
All my worries in a ashtray
Gotta get it i aint trippin
I haven't been home in so long
No i can't stay
Gotta get it in a fast way
Gotta get it i aint trippin
Making double on my last play
Gotta get it i aint trippin
All my worries in a ashtray
Gotta get it i aint trippin
I haven't been home in so long
No i can't stay

This that shit i used to dream about
Fein about sing about wouldn't seen without
And argue with my team about
Lets rewind and go back with the time
Im talking way before the grind
Maybe 8 maybe 9
Crazy my cousin made me rhyme
I would scribble my lines before he take all the shine
I'd try and kill him with my mine
Just the action and thrill on top of passion and skill
I know that that's how it feel but am i passionate still
Am i passionate still Am i passionate still
I don't know i don't know
But i been running low see me come see me go
Write a verse kick a flow
Grab a mic rip a show
F*cking right let em know
I

Gotta get it in a fast way
Gotta get it i aint trippin
Making double on my last play
Gotta get it i aint trippin
All my worries in a ashtray
Gotta get it i aint trippin
I haven't been home in so long
No i can't stay

How many people battle anxiety when you think of society
Every race and variety who just handle it quietly
Entirely no mistaken tiredly from the aching
Sobriety get replacement and nothing make you complacent
From the kids in my class to the ones that moved pass
All the pressure from parents pushing what colleges have
Niggas stuck in they cubicles going f*cking delusional
Yeah he far from a pharmacist but he sell pharmaceuticals
Situation unsuitable like it can't be removable
So he roll up the usual burn a blunt to his cuticles
Now he thinking do i got what it takes still
As time pass dawg i aint got my break still

Gotta get it in a fast way
Gotta get it i aint trippin
Making double on my last play
Gotta get it i aint trippin
All my worries in a ashtray
Gotta get it i aint trippin
I haven't been home in so long
No i can't stay
Gotta get it in a fast way
Gotta get it i aint trippin
Making double on my last play
Gotta get it i aint trippin
All my worries in a ashtray
Gotta get it i aint trippin
I haven't been home in so long
No i can't stay

Gotta get it I aint trippin
Gotta get it I aint trippin
Gotta get it I aint trippin