Courtney from Work - Scum for Love Lyrics

Well I think I went and did it again
Made an enemy before we were friends
Now I'm wondering what we could've been
If it didn't come down to me
Hair is messy and my liver's sore
Cause I fill myself up just to spill on the floor
Say I'm done and then I'll do it some more
So it always comes down to me
Everybody's looking at me

Sometimes you gotta be a scum for love
I like to think that I am good enough
The stakes are high and the pressure's up
Sometimes

Didn't even wanna get you in bed
I just wanted to be friends and maybe see where it led
Now I'm feeling like I wish I was dead
And the only one to blame is me
When you told me you would come to my show
I got a bit ecstatic but I didn't know
I would only have one chance to blow
And the only one to blame is me
I just can't keep up with insecurity

Sometimes you gotta be a scum for love
I like to think that I am good enough
I feel like shit, mistakes are adding up
Sometimes

Now I'm shooting at the bar, and I can see just where you are
You're with him, so you'll never f*cking notice me
Serve me up another drink, I'm blacking out so I don't think
About this shit, or it's gonna f*cking eat at me
And it will for the rest of eternity

The worst thing is, I didn't get a chance
I just wanted conversation, not to get in your pants
The moments that led up to this
Didn't make a f*cking difference when I saw that kiss

You feel so high, but yet so low
You didn't even care enough to watch my show
You never have, you never will
The picture's perfect, I can see it still

Sometimes you gotta be a scum for love
I like to think that I am good enough
Aw man f*ck this shit, I'm out to get f*cked up
So goodbye