I never wanted to put on a performance
I never wanted to walk around and distort it
Got my mask on but I feel unsorted
And all of these things make me feel less important
I was never cut out for this circus stuff
Clownin' around and eatin' fireballs
Lately, I've been slippin' up but I am not your circus clown
I've been thinkin' about it daily
But I don't want you to call me crazy
I don't wanna be a pushover, baby
I wanna be a normal person and walk into Macy's
But I got the giant shoes
And the big pants too
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I wanted to prove to you that I'm not a fool
I'm not a fool
I'm not a fool
I'm not a fool
I was never cut out for this circus stuff
People watching me trip and fall
Lately, I've been screwin' up but I am not your circus clown